Ugh
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Not gonna lie, I'm very much 'over it all' at the moment.
Had a rough day at work yesterday where I started feeling that I was not doing my job 'well', not helped by the non-responses I was getting from the people I was working with, leaving me feeling as if I were being a burden on them.
I ended up just going straight to bed as soon as I got home, but it took me some time to actually settle down.
...Only for me to wake up four hours later and struggle to sleep anymore for any period of time.
On a day like this I'd like to just take today off and do self-care... BUT my area manager has already signalled their want to fire me for 'taking too much time off', sick or not.
Sooo... looks like it's either, go in, probably underperform, get a complaint and be fired; go in, have it turn out that I'm actually sick, and be fired; or don't go in, rest and look after myself, and be fired.
I'm so sick of my life atm.
